God has got this

I just have come to realize while I'm sitting here eating my breakfast  that God has this all under control. Lately since our new ASP, after school program, has started I have been pretty stressed, confused, frustrated leading the tutoring program. At least the planning and structure part. It's been something all new for me and learning new things every day. And especially during this time I am learning... I AM NOT ALONE. I have this amazing group of people that understand what I'm going through and with much more experience than me.

For a couple weeks I have been praying for strength to not be afraid to ask for help to use these people that God has placed me with. Last week I shared with Kacy my prayer and something she said couldn't be more forward.

So stop praying and do it.

Aaaaand she's right. I could pray every day for strength to ask for help. And God could do anything to make me ask but what would be the point if he stepped in all the time? In this situation it's my job to seek help. He is giving me strength but I'm just sitting and waiting for Him to do all the work. I can pray for it but then I have to do it. Eish!

But this week I have seen myself step up a little bit. Having meetings with people that know how structures work, curriculums, activities, all that fun stuff. But I am seeing God provide and guide in all of this.

But just sitting here this morning, the thought that entered my head..

God has got this under control.

I hope this makes any sense. I was not planning to write a blog but that thought just got me going. And I wanted to write!

Keep prayers for all the leaders in the ASP. May we continue to work together as family, community. And bring unity in the team, the church and the community.  Thank you for taking your time and reading this short little update of just how I'm feeling basically.

Thank you for your support!